December 2009
25 posts
I miss talking to you, knowing that you get and...
runawaytrain:
Oh no. Its happening. History is beginning to repeat itself. I cant let this happen. I’ve got to get away. I cant do this anymore
i dont know what happened. i cant explain what went through my mind that night. i thought i was ok. apparently not. and now everything is more screwed up than before.
Just once i’d like to see mistletoe hanging somewhere other than in some silly tv show. Just once i’d like to find out about the hype. Matter fact, where do they sell this stuff? Im bout to make my own xmas kisses happen! Even if it’s only sloppy kisses from little brother and the baby cuz…i will get my mistletoe!
Actually i should get some for my apartment. Gives me...
it was almost perfection. that body of a god. skin...
but everybody knows almost doesnt count
“considering children are a product of their environment. After all, we only know...”
– Albert Schweitzer
im obviously in an uploading vids kinda mood rite now
“The hardest situation to stay happy in, I think, is when you’re trying to find...”
– ~Sophia Bush
my little secret
My tumblr’s been a secret for a while now. But out of necessity I told someone about it. And now they want to see my page. There’s nothing horrible about them written here. Its just too personal. I’m just not ready to open myself up to be scrutinized and looked at with different eyes. I know it would happen, I’ve seen it happen, hell I’ve participated. Its human...
“All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave...”
– ~Anatole France
thank you for providing me with so much heartache...
Rebirth
I find it more than a bit ironic that 9months after my break up i have FINALLY reached the end of my rope. I’ve had enough of the lies, the drama, the nonsense. I’m done crying, I’m done hoping, wishing, praying, moping. I’m done wasting unnecessary breaths on that situation. I am truly able to say that I’m finally ok. Of course I still feel bad that things went so...
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The lie that we called love
I loved you.
But I hurt you
Nearly killed your heart
But I tried to fix you
Gave you all my love
Gave you my life
Let you take away mine
Let you lead me blindly
I fought for you
I fought with you
Never knew I should have been fighting against you
I fixed us
Took all the blame
Hated myself everyday for those mistakes.
But you
You had not healed
Did NOT want to heal
You wanted pain...
maybe the ex is right. maybe this is all just a distraction for him. But that’s ok, cos this is going to be fun while it lasts, and when it’s over, finished, FINITO! it’ll be just fine with me. I’ll carry on. I’ll live my life, and I’ll do it with a smile.
bcz honestly if he’s using me, then he’s being used too.
only thing i have to do is make...
